i had the most random dream. i was driving a car around a place i cannot remember in my conscious mind, but seemed to know like the back of my hand in the dream. it looked like a school of sorts. the village kind, but apparently it was in singapore. for some reason, kasina was on the passenger seat, and she spoke excellent english. so i asked her where tack and subin and rattana and everyone else was. she said everyone else was "here in singapore", but rattana was in england. so i parked the car and she went to class. i walked around and i really saw the M3 students in the classrooms. i even saw orranut. hahaha.

seemingly insignificant. but what i felt, or feel, when i woke up, was very real. i miss the kids. it wasn't so much what happened in the dream, it was just the seeing them again, albeit in the sublimal world. just to see the familiar faces that faced us while we rambled on about prepositions and colours. to reminisce the time spent trying to communicate in a garble of thai and english and a whole lot of body actions, and trying to crack jokes using the same technique. the laughing at each other, particularly between me, rattana and prawpun. it seemed so close in the dream. yet it vapourized the instant my mum screamed, "DINNERTIME!!!"

ban nam ree.

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